the pink pills once in her white laced pockets
now feed on her body
seeping through her bloodstream
an euphoria in her heart
a sadness in her eyes
do you hear her unsteady pulse?
I Just Want To Forget.
clothed in lace and blue velvet
her slender back grazing the floor
ocean blue eyes
unmoved and sparkless
she plays with christmas lights
they adorn her neck like jewels
and line her body in rows
like roses precariously hung on tombstones
the lights blur
the lights sparkle
as if they are intoxicating her judgment
I Just Want To Forget.
the moonlight waltzes gravitating to the single droplet
bleeding from her eye
i walk in
and drop the groceries
they pound, i run, i shake
her hands grow colder and colder
abnormally still fitting into
the contours of mine
i kneel motionless
her hand wrapped in mine
like the presents under the tree
I Just Want To Forget.
salty drops flow down my eyes
saturating her white lace
my tears converge with hers
we weep in silence
I Just Want To Forget.
i knew she wanted this
but is it her selfishness that’s deluded her
or mine keeping her back
her face so pale and monotonous
yet a smile still sits comfortably
my angel
my joy
in a world where everything’s meant to
be broken
I Just Want To Forget.
my blessing
the gates opening
her haven
her heaven
“Don’t Forget.”